想你的心從未改變依然還愛你
我的心跳從這一刻 只為了你呼吸
分離 讓我嘗盡相思的苦
遺忘 該如何忘記

在無人的漆黑夜晚總會想起你
你的愛曾經那麼熟悉 刻骨又銘心
擁抱 我怎能將你放棄
不要 讓我失去你

將我貪婪的愛摧毀了 撕裂了我的心
我只要在你懷裡 永不分離
只要堅守諾言 愛就不會脆弱
如果是你 我想再說我愛你
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誰明白我想 想一覺熟睡




唉.

you know what
hatred can turn a person into demon.
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可唔可以做少d小動作.
好無謂同好幼稚囉.
仲係小學生咩-,-
成日諗辦法黎害人,
不如將d時間用黎諗下自己做過d咩啦.
你諗野都好奇特丫.
又淨係識jealous.
無人會好似你咁諗架囉-.-
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now, look,
i hvnt even imagined it would happen.
so,
i seriously wanna quit at once.
supports from parents are truly important.
but,
obviously none of them supports me.
i feel soooo alone.

i know its for my own good.
yes, it's all about for-your-own-good thing.

so when i told dad i've planned when to quit,
dad seemed like dont want me to stay there anymore,
not even a couple months, not even a couple weeks.

I am in GOOD mood :D
hvnt been feeling that good for a while.

yay i've got new shoes new bags new foundation new clothes and new-whatever!!!
brand new stuff makes me high lol

but here i've got another term for "new stuff"
it's the word "overspend".

awwwww whatever.
i don't care if it's a way to cheer myself up.

u know what?
i LOVE Max Factor!!!
bought a MF foundation on Sunday.
not from the brand new series

i didnt know my skin color is soooo light.
natural tone is still too dark for me.
i hv to choose lighter and lighter and lighter ones.

and
i've lost some weightttttttt!!!
♥ sooo delighted!

i dont realize what makes me fat
other than medication

honestly i didnt eat much chocolate or candies
not much heavy food

maybe too many cereals.
too many sugars hide inside those delicious honey stars, coco crunch......

it wud be the only factor other than medicine.

these stupid things weighted me with like 5kgs or more.
i juz wanna get my weight bk to what i shud be.

its freaking hot. dammit!
i cant believe its winter now, or, is it still autumn?

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u know what
work = terrible
friend = reliable
family = comfortable
relationships = messy

they're all that in my mind right now.

did i make myself too busy with stuff?

and i guess,
i screwed most of the things up.

i dont know
maybe 2010 is just not my year?

uhh no.
im not gonna blame the world.

i wasnt a irritable person.
but ever since i've been linked up with
some stupid long-term disease
and been at work
im becoming a horrible person, i think.

keeps telling myself to chill out
but it never ever worked.
maybe, i just cant control myself.

C'est la vie.

:> 去迪士尼無做足準備.
但我好開心
- 進入奇妙世界 :D 同黑色世界:))
好好玩好好玩好好玩
好開心好開心好開心
買左好多minnie geh野

可以拋開D煩惱玩一日真係好開心
其實每次放完假一諗起又要返工就好痛苦

唔知由幾時開始
返呢份工對於我黎講再唔係一件開心geh事
抗拒geh感覺, 近呢幾個禮拜好強烈

其實我都幾enjoy自閉

我唔會再介意比人誤解
唔會去解釋
因為根本無必要
當一個人誤會你
只係因為佢唔信你 唔夠了解你

我從來唔會憎人
因為我知道憎一個人係好辛苦geh事
我唔會攞苦黎辛

算啦.
其實我都知最了解我geh只有許康翹.